Sunday, January 20, 2013

YES


I've been trying to figure out how to write this for a while and it might not have the best flow in the world but I'm sure God won't mind. 

In September I gave a sermon on poverty and how God calls the Church to react to it. I used the children's sermon to launch a sock collection outreach project for the Lehigh County Conference of Churches. One of the kids tried to give me their shoes, because "they [the homeless people] need shoes to go over the socks." There is just something awe inspiring and full of grace when it comes to the faith of a child. 

But what does it mean to have the faith of a child? Maybe this is just me but I feel that the Bible can be very contradictory when it comes to children. 
"When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child, when I became an adult, I put an end to childish ways." I Corinthians 13:11
"Brothers and sisters, do not be children in your thinking; rather, be infants in evil, but in thinking be adults." I Corinthians 14:20
"but Jesus said, 'Let the little children come to me, and do not stop them; for it is to such as these that the kingdom of heaven belongs'." Matthew 19:14
"But Jesus called for them and said, 'Let the little children come to me, and do not stop them; for it is to such as these that the kingdom of God belongs. Truly I tell you. whoever does not receive the kingdom of God as a little child will never enter it'." Luke 18:16-17

I'm sticking with Jesus on this one. Children have an amazing ability to love everyone they meet and they don't judge based on what someone looks like, their socio-economic status, and their sexuality. Children, like Jesus love everyone. Children, like Jesus do not put conditions on their love for others. Children, unlike many adults put feet on the Gospel. They get it. They don't care about who serves communion, the color of the carpet, what doxology is used, and who is preaching. Children, more often than not ask the questions that we as adults are afraid to ask. After I explained to kids that we were only collecting socks they just couldn't understand why we weren't collecting shoes to go with the socks. Looking back I think they were onto something every adult in that building missed that day. When I led Vacation Bible School at the church that I grew up in two summers ago, I did a mission project with the kids. The adults did not think that it was going to work. The kids colored back-backs to send to children in the developing nations. All of the adults thought that the kids were going to want to keep them, because they had to color them, which apparently according to this logic if you color something it is automatically yours. Not one of them asked to keep them. In fact, they wanted to know why we couldn't color more of them. These kids had nothing. I'm pretty sure that some of them didn't have their own back-packs and there they were asking me if they could color more of them. 

What if we had faith as a child. I think to often we put away our childish things and think like adults. I know that I always find myself asking, "What happens if this doesn't go as planned?", "What happens if too many people show up?", "What happens if not enough people show up?", "What happens if we don't raise enough money?" Kids on the other hand don't think about those things. They come up with a plan and they just go with it. I taught kindergarten over the summer and my kids ended up writing a letter to their State. Rep. I did not plan on this happening. They wanted to "write a letter to the person who makes the rules." So my ten kindergarten kids wrote about saving trees and protecting animals. They did not stop to think about things like, "What if we don't have enough paper?", "What if we can't spell a word?", and "What if they don't agree with us?" They just did it. 

Would the world be a better place if we all had the faith of a child? Is it possible to challenge the status-quo and ask the tough questions while at the same time maintaining the faith of a child? 

I say yes! I say yes to having the faith of a child. I say yes to donating both socks and shoes, I say yes to coloring back-packs, I say yes for environmental justice.  I say yes to love. 

The question that I leave you with is: Will you join me in saying "yes"? 

go in PEACE. live PEACE. be PEACE. 

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Vessels of Possibility


I have a strange fascination with abandoned churches. When I see an abandoned church I cannot help but see all the possibilities. I look at it and try to imagine what it was like when it was the heart of the community.  Yesterday I came across an abandoned church that was constructed in 1808. The stone was crumbling, the paint on the doors was flaking, and the windows were covered in layers of dirt and grime. It was beautiful. The church reminded me of all the brokenness in our world. The war ravaged, disease ridden, poverty stricken places that seem to exist almost every where in our world. 

I have been stuck in a theological/ spiritual rut for a while and my soul is deeply wounded, but I am healing. My soul is in the antibacterial band-aid stage. The abandoned church reminded me of my soul and my faith in God.  A few weeks ago I came very close to walking away from the Church for good and giving up on my dream of going to seminary. I found myself on the Kiva website looking for a job and I came very close to applying for a position in Kenya. As I started to fill out the application I started to think about Peter walking on water. I do not really know why. I could not remember the last time I had even heard the story of Peter and Jesus on the water; some times the Spirit just works in mysterious ways. I found myself sitting at my desk rereading the story in Matthew:
“Right then, Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go ahead to the other side of the lake while he dismissed the crowds. When he sent them away, he went up onto a mountain by himself to pray. Evening came and he was alone. Meanwhile, the boat, fighting a strong headwind, was being battered by the waves and was already far away from land. Very early in the morning he came to his disciples, walking on the lake. When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified and said, ‘It’s a ghost!’ They were so frightened they screamed. Just then Jesus spoke to them, ‘Be encouraged! It’s me. Don’t be afraid.’ Peter replied, ‘Lord, if it’s you, order me to come to you on the water.’ And Jesus said, ‘Come.’ Then Peter got out of the boat and was walking on the water toward Jesus. But when Peter saw the strong wind, he became frightened. As he began to sink, he shouted, ‘Lord, rescue me!’ Jesus immediately reached out and grabbed him, saying, ‘You man of weak faith! Why did you begin to have doubts?’ When they got into the boat, the wind settled down. Then those in the boat worshipped Jesus and said, ‘You must be God’s Son!’” (Matthew 14:22-33 CEB)

This story is about so much more than Peter walking on water. This story is about Peter loosing faith in Peter. This story is about God never giving up on Peter. This story is about Peter questioning. The wounds to my soul did not come from God giving up on me and abandoning me. My soul is wounded because I gave up on myself and in some ways I gave up on God. Just like the abandoned church and Peter, we are all full of possibilities. God does not give up on anything or anyone. Jesus coming to earth is proof of this. "Jesus is God's way of refusing to not give up on his dream for the world."

There is hope all around us. God is all around us. God is everywhere and in everything, all we need to do is be still and know that he is God. God is in the brokenness of our world. God is in the war ravaged countries. God is with those suffering from diseases caused by poverty and a lack of resources. God is with the poor. 
"You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us
All around
Hope is springing up from this old ground
Out of chaos life is being found in You"
(Gungor- Beautiful Things)

go in Peace. live PEACE. be PEACE.